mayday rock!

addicted to mayday recently...another song from their new album which is worth to listen and appreciate..."tu ran hen xiang ni"...although it sounds quite familiar with some don't know what song, i mean the rhythm...just my feeling anyway it does not important..if you happen to click on the play button for this mv, just listen and its better of not referring to the lyrics(which i always do)....plain listen will give you something different.

p/s 突然好想你,

你不是真正的快乐

want to share with you guys this latest song from mayday, love the lyrics.

the mv is well directed as well, one question for yourself. " are you really happy?"

人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了 你已经决定了 你已经决定了你静静忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了越是在手心留下 密密麻麻 深深浅浅的刀割你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了当生存是规则 不是 你的选择于是你含着眼泪 飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞的走着你不是真正的快乐 你的笑只是你穿的保护色你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳你不是真正的快乐 你的伤从不肯完全的愈合我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔着你值得真正的快乐 你应该脱下你穿的保护色为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻 重新开始活着

what you are fighting for?

Been working for almost a month....life has been tiring and yet everything goes on and I still go to work everyday....
sometimes when I even have the time to think and relax, thousands of questions came into my mind...knnccbb...work like a cow and piece of shit end up wondering why I need to work?....Am I going to work like this everyday until I died? Then can I choose not to work and enjoy my life and of course end up the same last episode which is died?I prefer the latter.

Somehow I understand that to enjoy life, you probably need some damn fucking money but where are you going to get it?...hmm...back to work again because you earn money by working for companies who are willing to yeah pay you salary every month....so the reason behind us working so hard is to EARN MONEY?

Then how much money do we need then? some people want a luxury life maybe they need millions, some people want a normal life maybe they would say "enough to spend then oklor"...but how about an enjoyable life? When is the time for us to say, ok...I don't need to work anymore...I can enjoy my life?...enjoyable life really need a lot of money?

I'm lost, very lost

A birthday post.

Photo stolen from young's friendster

I'd like to confess that i totally forgot about their birthday. But Thanks to FACEBOOK AND FRIENDSTER!

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but even worse, i havn't make the effort to call them to wish, whats wrong with me? how about you? have you wish them on time? no? whats wrong with you?

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Let's look into a brief introduction of our man...

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Birthday Man number one: Ong "Yang" Han Young

He's the Leader and master of the infamous "wolf" gang, with very powerfully evil followers under him. Suspected A pedophile, He constantly hunts for guardless little girls. He's a powerful talker that can cheat a 80 years old lady into bed and a 18 years old girl to follow his car. always seen half naked in the house.

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Birthday Man number two: Chan "Jia Hong"Kai Hong

One of the power house of the wolf gang. With his signature Laugher that caused civilians to have extreme haltred against him. good in making alot of noises, responsible for most of the environment polutions in bukit beruang. Always seen beside the leader of wolf gang, has escaped to another region.

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After 2 years captured under them, im glad that the holy me successfully escaped the devils' lair . Despite the constant and very intensive bad influence they try to put on me, I remained an innocent boy. Thanks god.

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But i do miss the orgasm we get while playing our favorite game : Winning Eleven.

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Happy Birthday, Devils.

time is ticking away ii.

i would describe each and everyone of us as chicken. why do we even cross the road ? we couldn't wait to leave the university, we left the university, we went into the working life that we long awaited just to find out that it sucked big time. why? why didn't the chicken just stay on the other side of the road?

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because MMU is an evil money sucker that will eventually turn us (chickens) into spicy roasted duck with honey.

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how many of you hated your jobs? but, seriously, who'd choose to work if they have a choice? because we dont have all the money in the world, we have to start from scratch even if your dad owns a Cigar distributorship and a construction company and a birdnest plant and a mercedes benz. but if you have a choice, why didn't you choose a job you love? oh wait, for now you must be thinking "what a big ***hole this fella is, he likes to sing isn't, then what the **** is he doing now?"

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ok, im not doing what i love, but im trying to love what i am doing. and i just thought that i did fairly well !

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anyway speaking bout confidence. the best way to boost a confidence (of male) would be to swallow 2 tablets of Viagra and 1 can of coke, and you'll walk out with dignity. for ladies, according to my research, would be walking out to the street with a genuine LV handbag, works even better if a price tag is attached to it.

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try not to fire your boss before they do, although it is the trend now. if we're fated to become roasted chicken even on this side of the road,have some dignity, become a roasted chicken in Nandos.

hey peep-pa

hey peeps........
how's life lately?? i miss every single of u vy vy much !! ( no joke k )
well, my life jz totally wrecked down lately. I've lost all my confidence level from within and feeling so uneasy daily.sigh. So, did anyone of you know how to boost up the self-confident and trust ?
awww..........www..... i miss my uni life !!
take care peepa

love,
alicia

my update

Dear Friends,

Some of you might know already but just to inform you all that I am working now in Ceva Logistics...ermm this name might not sound familiar but it is actually tnt express merged with another us logisitic company....life is quite different from mmu and more healthy now as housemate will not jio me go buy burgers for suppers and intentionally make me doublechin-ned...my position is material management coordinator and i would not explain further regarding this as it is basically about shipping and supply chain anyway....dealing with hp,canon and carriers company like cosco,hanjin,maersk bla bla bla...

this time i would say i had settled down here...to caryne, sorry for not attending your birthday celebration in kl but wishes are always here for you....hope that your mr.right will come to you soon...no smoking and good looking guy right...i still remembered...

darren, stop posting stupid comments in this blog...i would appreciate if you could put more efforts in contributing posts here...your latest post is good although some are fictions...keep doing the good works ok...

best regards to all,
jiahong