what you are fighting for?

Been working for almost a month....life has been tiring and yet everything goes on and I still go to work everyday....
sometimes when I even have the time to think and relax, thousands of questions came into my mind...knnccbb...work like a cow and piece of shit end up wondering why I need to work?....Am I going to work like this everyday until I died? Then can I choose not to work and enjoy my life and of course end up the same last episode which is died?I prefer the latter.

Somehow I understand that to enjoy life, you probably need some damn fucking money but where are you going to get it?...hmm...back to work again because you earn money by working for companies who are willing to yeah pay you salary every month....so the reason behind us working so hard is to EARN MONEY?

Then how much money do we need then? some people want a luxury life maybe they need millions, some people want a normal life maybe they would say "enough to spend then oklor"...but how about an enjoyable life? When is the time for us to say, ok...I don't need to work anymore...I can enjoy my life?...enjoyable life really need a lot of money?

I'm lost, very lost