A Loser needs a direction.......
- Hello peepa, how’s everyone getting? I hope everyone of you is doing fine. Well, due to the reason that I am really dumb and suck in decision making; therefore I need to come to you guys who are still visiting this page and gimme some suggestion/ advise.
As you all know I’ve been torturing mentally and physically since day one when I start working in this freaking hatred XX semiconductor and till now everything remains the same. I got bullied like no body business, I argued with my supervisor (last Friday) and I just need to do plenty of extra tasks if compare with my colleague whom getting the same pay and having a same position as I do.
Honestly, I feel like tendering my letter which I’ve prepared long long time ago, but I’ve no guts to do so due to the current economy conditions. Sigh. I feel like I’m learning nothing not progressing and I am just working for the sake of the $$
At the first few months I thought it were I myself not used to the working life, so I asked myself to stay and fight it over. However, after months of fighting my situation still remain the same and I really fell like rising up the white flag and leave. (I am really tired)
I’ve escalated my concern to the section head as I am overloaded and I did asked for department transfer, but just no one gimme a damn. I feel so scared and down every morning when I know that I’ve to go to the goddamn place to work. (Do you feel the same as I felt?)
I never stop asking myself is this my own problem or just the job really not suitable for me? I am so lost and I do not know what to do. I am looking for direction but I failed. Worse come to worst is I dare not to make decision for myself any longer. Sigh. I’ve cried over and over of this work and the stresses that I do not know how to handle at all.
Hence, to all my dearest friends, could you pls kindly let me know what should I do?
- Tender(my notice of termination is 60days) and start all over again
- work till I get a new offer
- Tender, work for another 60days then only think of what to do.
Thanks
7 comments:
dear ky,
you're never a loser, i believe u havent found the passion you need for a job.my advice might not be the wise ones but i urge you to start looking elsewhere, while takin the job(if you really need the job to support your daily expenses).
if you agree with me that job indeed job IS a part of our life and will remain as a PART of us, we have to find reason to love it. why not try other field, since you're not comfortable working under someone?
glad to tell you that i need no alarm clock everyday, i'm awake by excitement. can u believe that?:]
all the best till you find your way.
amen
yan ar...u r not happy wif yr job...i mean..u r so damn not happpy wif it...y dun u leave...since yr parent still can afford to spend on you for now...while u r looking for another job...wont be tat hard to find a job...if...u r willing to try another field if u couldnt find HR field....my advice is still the same...submit yr letter n works for 60 days....then keep looking...no choice....but to do tat...unlesss u still think for the salary,economy and bla bla bla...then u can continue to stay at tat company...but anyhow....jus take this as a suggestion from me!
dun waste time to think...jus make yr move...!!regret or not, you still have to survive...learn from mistake...this called life...ppl won make a ryt decision anyway...they learn from their decision....
dc,
i do not know when i will found it. i've been keep praying so hard and nv stop applyin for jobs.reason i do not try another field is because i got phobia ad, just like my current ones. Totally different with my background...and the outcome is so pathetic.
im not a loser, but i feel the inferiority if compare with you all who graduated at the same time with me.
Pang,
thank you. hugs
i miss u all very vy much indeed.
as i mentioned above. i feel like i am a loser and i feel the inferiority from within.
looking at all my frens, all living a happy life, but me ? i feel so painful inside.
agree with what dc said above,
god bless
Alicia, I am not sure how is the situation right now since we last chat. i still can remember what u said tat day and i could feel ur lost and frustration. like wat darren said, start looking for another one before you quit. this is the safest. thought it might be 'torturing' to stay there for another minute but i believe that you are brave enough to overcome it. This is jz the beginning of our working life. Dun feel inferior to anyone, as we are bound to face something different in life. i have gone through frustration and i felt like raising my white flag as well few months after i started to work. but as you carry on, you will find the solution. it will come. dun worry. you have our support!
best of luck! hugs.
grace: i got touched when i read your comment.thanks.
sorry to let you be informed that the situation just changed from worse to worst day aft day. I not only feeling suffocated but mentally torture. i find it so hard to deal with all the anging-neers around me after 7months of trying. it seems like im begging them to work things out daily.Besides, i cant even enjoy my weekends due to the reason that im too worried the jobs that i need to follow up closely.
i know life will nv be a smooth sailling, but things jz ran out of my control and im truely crumpled.
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